Have you thought recently of what makes you Happy?
Remember studying about Maslow’s Pyramid – during the virus think we have moved to the bottom of this. – doing what we need to keep us alive and surviving. Just off the top of my head – absence of red bills would make me happier than a ton of money. No worries, being outside, freedom to travel and think and waking up by the sea. Knowing your family are happy and doing well. Being around people and animals who make you laugh and a job i love and challenges which have some hope of achieving. There is more but this sort of thing.
Dan Buettner travelled the World for 15 years looking for the happiest, healthiest people.